i am called to write this as suddenly my mind keep flashing the memories of us in the beginning of our relationship which i hate to remember..but i realized it must be remembered!Thats why i start to write here.
we've been tested at the early stage of our relationship.it was really hard,tough,hurt,..but.. it taught us how to be strong,to be patient,to know and understand each other very well..where it really takes time.. keep on fighting and yelling to each other..but then.. i start to learn what love is..the great thing i never know before..He brings joy to my life as I never feel that happy to have someone special in life.
Today is about 3 yrs and 4mths weve been together, we are engaged and will get married soon.Alhamdulillah, all the tears and sadness are swept away.I'm in joy day by day.It is not about hurting others feeling or feeling a joy of 'winning' but we were given what are the best for us.He knows the best.
Thanks to Allah for giving me this special 'gift'. U have listened to my pray and my hope. I knew from the start that I will fall in love with him..struggling hard to erase him from my life before as things became tougher day by day..that i couldnt handle no more..but i failed to do so.The love i had became stronger as I tried to erase him.
Now I have him..the great 'gift' ever from god.
Thanks again to Allah for giving me chance to love and to be loved.
I promise i will give the rest of my life to love him and take a good care of him..
Theres no one can steal your place in my heart..it is reserved for only U..
I love him i love him i love him..ok I'm obsessed..haha
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