MiSsiNg SomEoNe is TerRible

some says missing someone is terrible but its a sweet feeling! Err till now I still cant find where the sweetness.


Let me share some signs that u are missing someone badly:

1) when u heard ur fon ringing or sms u will rushingly grab and see if its comes from the one u miss. if yes u will put a smile if not u feel like u want to throw da fon away..become worse if its a call or sms related to ur work..arghh
2) always hold ur fon even to toilet and check ur fon hope it will make some sounds..again u waiting for the sms or fon call from him/her
3) u will always call him/her during office hrs eventho u noe u will disturb him coz u cant wait until get home to call him/her
4) will always wondering if u are really meant to him/her and think is he/she think about u
5) take a short break from the burden of works..but then end up thinking of the last time you were hanging out together
6) logging on to internet with hope he/she on9
7) after a few hrs dun hear his/her voice..u start to worry if anything happen to him/her
8) the worst part is without u notice..drops of tears falling...
...... means that u cant hold no more

I believe it will teaches u how to cope with being lonely and its a actually a feeling of emptiness.
But missing someone without knowing if he/she misses u as u miss him/her is terrible!

~ThE eNd~

~hafsha~

JUST OVER

holidays yg ditunggu2 going to over.tomorrow start again the hustle bustle bz day life.still have no mood for that..sigh
if I can turn back the time to saturday..the day im excited waiting for azmer to reach penang.we had a very short meet up..plus minus one day only!went to few kedai emas looking for the ring and ended kat habib jewels..grab one diamond ring for engagement.over excited!!
then pegi sg petani looking for baju nikah..but end up x beli pape..still have some time to think about baju nikah..we have to spend wisely as soo many things coming to help thinner the pocket..owh..visited baby azeem,azmer's new nephew.
then on monday..sent him back to airport..how i have to be strong again..as wut Is said told by maisa.."dalam mesti kuat"..trying so hard not to cry in front of him..yes berjaya but then masuk je keteeee berjurai2 spi la reached giant..huhuhuhu
and till today while im typing this blog..i still feel sad and lonely and how i missing him badly!
today rs upset skit..coz byk pk about the coming big event..and trying hard utk memuaskan hati kedua2 pihak..i really need a lot of help from Allah..pray and doa that everything will run smoothly..
but still upset skit coz had quite an emo conversation with azmer this evening end up both not in a good mood.I wish i am perfect enuff to handle things till end but im only human that will always makes mistakes and sometimes hard for me to make decisions that will satisfy others..
i wish coming days will be much better..:(..
and how i wish azmer will always be by my side..but hes far away from me
till then.. nite

tomorrow is 13th february 10..

Yeay..can't wait for tomorrow!
He'll be coming here..sgt x sabar..
today Im on leava as no mood to work already
mata naik ketumbit la plak..ish
cant wait cant wait..tp ptg br azmer sampai..huhu
will have a very short meet up for us sbb azmer salah bilang cutii..flite ticket dh booked so cant return back..azmer ni lah..ish..ticket price pon bole thn..so will spend our 2 days 2gether dgn sebaik2nye..
its been 1 month and a week we don't see each other in real..
owh how can i express my feeling now...
going to survey2 n shopping for next coming event..yeay!

me and my best fren ever!

everyday i wake up..i run to my best fren..
go to work..i bring my best fren together..
any works assigned to me..i do with my best fren..
i eat with my best fren..
i watch movies with my best fren..
i play games also with my best fren.
and now, when i want to see my other half also with a help of my best fren..
when i sad, i look at my best fren..then i cry..
she never complaints even she is tired..
only when i sleep or have business in toilet i dont bring my best fren together with me..
can u imagine human like me, only communicating with a machine called LAPTOP every second,every minutes, every hour,every day??
sedihnyee i'm soo bored!
but anyway..thank God i have u here with me LAPTOP..

Overloaded!

I am getting bzier bzier n bzier day by day..
Currently, I am a..
1) Full time MSc student and research officer who currently struggling designing RFID Passive Tag as I can say it is not an easy task!
2) Graduate Assistant and handling communication lab for undergraduate students.
2) Project Manager for USM Auto-ID lab where I have to manage all postgrads both MSc and PhD under my supervisor local and international also RO and RA, conducting most of the team projects, preparing lots n lots of proposal for grants and businesses, taking care of accounts and billing & taking care of equipments.*sigh*
3) Freelance writer for academic articles..err actually this is just a hobby..hobby yg bole buat duit kan apa salahnye..

Those listed above are my DAILY works!
How can I manage my time?

1) scheduling all task
2) goal setting
3) creating to do list
4) prioritizing
5) thorough planning

I did all those listed above..but the result is "I AM SO TIRED".But then need to work and work while studying.. if not no income..wut can I say MONEY IS EVERYTHING..laalaalalala
So kesimpulannye..buat jelah keje2 tu yeee..
I am writing this because I have 3 proposals in hand(value around 300k each) that need to be submitted 2morrow n i just got the emel today!!!!I dunno where to start!!!

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